realized i have two ways of coping with sadness: overeating and shopping.
and often i just bury it, which i suppose makes three. so healthy!!!!!!!!
reading: the wives of los alamos, tarashea nesbit
listening: the story, brandi carlile
watching: grey’s anatomy, season 9
i just watched the end of season 8 and the first episode of season 9 of grey’s
somebody please tell me the rest of the show isn’t so damn heartbreaking
watching: grey’s anatomy, season 8
listening: fools in love, inara george
reading: the storyteller, jodi picoult
Don’t mind me as I reblog like everything about America today
I’m at my grandparents’ house on the Cape and there’s no wifi or cable and cell service isn’t great but I have extra data on my phone because I got some promotional deal at Verizon when I got my 5s
So I won’t be totally MIA, but everything is on mobile so it’s pretty slow going
Hope everyone (even you non-Americans) has a great fourth! Love you all 😘😘
it’s 12:30 and i really need to get to sleep
but i’m also hungry and i’ve been trying to decide for the past hour if i should eat something before i go to bed
when in reality if i had just made a decision an hour ago, i likely would have been fed and asleep already
i went to a party last night at this fucking mansion a couple towns over
the house was insane it was literally like a whole town in and of itself
there was a pool, a jacuzzi, a basketball court, a guest house, plus the regular house which was massive and the driveway was essentially a parking lot
this episode is fucking killing me
izzie and alex just got married and i could barely see it because i was fucking bawling the whole damn time
so much love and respect and admiration for young feminists. teenage feminists that are learning and sharing their knowledge and speaking up. that takes a kind of courage i never had as a teenager. it’s already scary as fuck being a teenage girl and when you add feminism to the mix, like…god. you girls are so badass i love all of you
guys my grammie is in the hospital for the second time in a week and they don’t know what’s wrong
i have a doctor’s appt (just a regular checkup, nothing serious) at 3:30 next door to the hospital and i want to go see her afterwards but she might not recognize me if i go without my dad
i just hate when family members are sick so much it makes me panicky and sad and i’m really bad at dealing with shit like this
nobody warned me how many tears i would shed while watching grey’s anatomy
it feels like every episode of this damn show has me sobbing and THAT AIN’T CHILL
this puppy extends all down the tops of my arms and my thighs because i was out weeding in the sun way longer than anticipated and i didn’t have the sense to put on any sunscreen
the burn on my back looks like i was wearing one of those speedo racer back swimsuits because of this top and it reminded me of my days at summer camp (where they wanted to cultivate a “wholesome” environment so we weren’t allowed to wear two pieces)
other than the gardening, i spent the majority of my day reading wild by cheryl strayed. i started it a little while ago but had been going really slow with it because i hadn’t gotten to the good part yet, only the background info and such. but today i read most of it and am saving the last little bit for tomorrow morning so i can hopefully have a bit of peaceful reading with my coffee and oatmeal before the window washers arrive at 11 am.
i’m headed to bed now, but i hope you guys had as great a day as i did and best of luck to you on whatever you’ve gotta do this monday morning!