breathe. life is beautiful.

hi guys okay so i know i have barely been online lately and that’s mainly because last week was finals week and then i came home from school monday night and have been unpacking and settling in and whatnot and then i started my internship today so that’s going to be taking up a good portion of my time as well and i just wanted to apologize for not keeping you guys updated

once i get more into the swing of things i will be on social media sites more often but as of right now my main priority is just trying not to get too stressed out by all that’s happening right now

thanks a billion for being the wonderful people that you are and i hope you’re all having a great week!

Okay so I know a lot of people hated gatsby but I absolutely loved it

It was so beautiful and the music and jewels and clothes were stunning

And also Leonardo DiCaprio. Sigh.

update:

i still have not finished my paper. it was due 36 minutes ago.

i went to bed at 6 am and got up at 10:30 am.

i have to finish this paper, go to a theology review, buy my sister a graduation gift, and get back to lincoln center by 4:30 in order to make it to the showing of the great gatsby i’ve planned on going to with my friends.

hence, i’m getting off tumblr for the rest of the damn day. goodbye friends.

just thought i’d letchyall know how my day is going

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powerlesbian:

for anyone who hasn’t seen tvd yet, major trigger warning for really, really GRAPHIC self-harm.

i actually saw this scene tonight and promptly felt like absolute shit. i really wish tv shows would implement some sort of trigger warning (like maybe in the commercial break prior they could mention it or something) because this actually happens really often for me and i hate it. like in several supernatural episodes they have to get blood somehow and they take a knife to their arms and it’s so fucking triggering good god. i’ve definitely gotten better about it, but it’s still really hard to watch without feeling super triggered.

(via susnshin)

Crowley reminds me sooo much of Jigsaw from Saw. It’s so brilliantly disturbing.

ooh that’s really smart! i just love his character so damn much and just

i lost my shit when cas went shopping. he picked out busty asian beauties AND tried to get pie. my favorite thing on this damn show is cas being super awkward and confused about normal human things (the egg??) and that whole scene was pure awkward confusion so i was dying laughing but also so touched because he literally does not know how to apologize to people or anything so he just goes out and buys things he knows dean will like and gahhh i know destiel shippers are probably having a field day with that whole bit but i also just thought it was sweet. like when your best friend gets dumped so you bring them a little care package of things you know they like even though you know it won’t make everything better but you might get at least a smile and so it’s worth it

okay i’m sorry that was much longer than i had intended for it to be but i just had a lot of feelings about this episode okay

okay so

i know crowley was an absolute dick tonight, but how amazing was it in actuality? putting aside the fact that he killed sarah (which doesn’t bother me that crowley killed her, it more annoys me that the writers brought her back literally only to kill her, but whatever i’m over it), that was pure genius i’m sorry. his whole little monologue was so smart and clever and evil and honestly probably one of his best performances on the show thus far. and the cleverness that goes into hiding the hex bag inside the phone literally blew me away. so in terms of characters, mad props to crowley for being the best villain possible, and in terms of writing, go jeremy carver and ben edlund because that was seriously some of the greatest i’ve seen so far in this show.

Okay is this happening to anyone else

Where if you show even the slightest amount of stress or concern because of finals, everyone immediately jumps on you?

My school friends aren’t doing that but my friends from home are and it’s making me really unexcited to be home next week.

i need to go take a shower but i can’t because DEMI

i cut my own hair about an hour ago because i was going to go to a salon and everything but decided since i only really wanted a trim to get rid of the dead ends that i could just do it myself and it came out fine, it’s not like i have complicated hair

BUT NOW i am dying it!! i got some bleach that my favorite youtuber/beauty guru used to ombre her hair, and i’m doing that with mine right now. i actually needed to get some bleach anyways because for my summer job i need to get rid of the purple streak in my hair (not exactly the most professional look), and so i’m using it for that but also to give my hair an ombre! it’s not going to be super noticeable (i hope) because my hair is already blonde but basically i just want the ends to be really light and just kind of fade into my natural blonde.

so i’m basically having a little diy hair makeover tonight, which is both exciting and scary.